Pushkin_portPushkin Poems

Стихи Пушкина

Pushkin (Alexander Sergeyevich Pushkin) is regarded by many as Russia’s greatest poet and the founder of modern Russian literature (Wikipedia). He was a prolific writer of poems, novels and plays.

Tragically, his life was cut short at the age of thirty-eight by being on the losing end of a typically Russian duel.

Somewhat ironically, one of his most prodigious works – the verse-written novel Eugene Onegin – featured a duel as a key dramatic turning point. Although its publication began in serialised form in 1825, its final version was published in 1837, the year Pushkin himself fell fatal victim to a duel. One might be tempted to think he wrote his own destiny.

Be that as it may, the purpose of this page is to offer a very small taste of Pushkin the poet. As part of brushing up on my long-ago studied Russian, I have been re-introduced to Pushkin…in Russian. That had led me to tape a couple of his (very short) notable poems.

In addition, for the first two poems listed below, I ended up producing my own translations into English after becoming frustrated at the ones on offer. I’m certainly no professional translator and struggle with an elementary knowledge of Russian; and am far from having any claim to expertise in Russian poetry or, for that matter, in English poetry. So I’ve probably made a hash of the translations and ended up with primary grade “poetry”. But I have tried to capture more of how I imagined Pushkin might have felt even if I’ve wandered a bit too far from his words; not to mention his rhyme and metre structures.

Puskin_duelI have included the English versions in the recitations and in the notes on You Tube (see links below). They are also included in the sections below on the poems

At This stage I’ve delved into only three poems:

The first, named by Pushkin simply as “K****”. That’s a quaint way of not disclosing the identity of the person who was the object of his obsession and who inspired this now renown love poem. K is simply the Russian preposition that can be translated here as To or For.

The second is named “For My Nanny” (Nya-nye). It’s a short heart-felt memory of the love and dedication of his nanny towards him.

The third, “I loved You” or “I Loved You Once, ” is dedicated to someone he was in love with but for whatever reasons the relationship came to an end.



The title is sometimes rendered in Russian and English as the first line of the poem. In English, it’s something along the lines of "I remember a wonderful moment." In the recitation, I kept the Russian for reasons explained below.

There're lots of contentious issues about the poem: what Pushkin really thought about the woman who captivated him and how she felt towards him; whether it is truly a love poem or some deeper self-analysis of his despondency in exile; even to whom the poem was dedicated.

SPushkin_Annaide-stepping all that for now, the default scenario is that in 1819 in the social circles of St Petersburg, Pushkin met and was besotted by one, Anna Kern, young, beautiful but married. Thoughts of her continued to torment him in the following years, at least before he was sent into exile in 1824. Not exactly Far East Gulag-type exile but "far west" family estate-type exile (near Pskov close to the border with Latvia). None the less for Pushkin it was oppressively confining in depriving him of his social activism and especially his literary pursuits. This was the nadir of his despondency. Then, seemingly fortuitously, Anna was visiting a neighbouring estate in 1825 and they met up again. This was some six years after their first meeting; and there would seemed to have been a tad more to this rendezvous than the experience of the first meeting. The various stages of Pushkin's emotional responses to his life and love can be traced through the six stanzas of the poem.

As to the "title" I was reluctant to use the English translation alluded to above after reading a few comments from Vladimir Nabokov - well-renown and justly so for both his own literary achievements and his translations between English and Russian (both ways); not least also for his novel and movie screenplay "Lolita".

Nabokov lauded the deep meaning and poetic excellence of the opening line in Russian: "most exciting and soothing to the Russian ear." But derided the English rendition into "I remember a wonderful moment" as a "foolish and flat statement" that "no stretch of the imagination [could] persuade an English reader [to be] the perfect beginning of a perfect poem." He observed that the expression "a literal translation" is more or less nonsense citing that я помню (ya pom-new) is "a deeper and smoother plunge into the past than 'I remember'." ("The Art of Translation" by Vladimir Nabokov, New Republic, August 4, 1941)

There are any number of English translations of the poem, some trying to be somewhat "literal" and others being more imaginative (and beautiful). I took the arrogant and presumptuous liberty of creating a translation that I felt more comfortable with in terms of trying to capture Pushkin's feelings. I readily confess that in doing so (if, indeed, I have succeeded or not), I have wandered at times a long way from his words and no doubt also trashed poetic etiquettes of iambic whateverameter and rhyme structures.

A Reading of the Poem


I live with the memory of that wonderful time:

When I first saw you - and imagined you mine.

You were a fleeting vision of light,

Of beauty beyond imagination or sight.


In my depths of sadness with no hope,

And the anxieties of needing to cope,
Your tender voice kept me alive,

Your features so fair helped me survive.


Years of turmoil laid bare my plans,

My dreams of you scattered like desert sands,

Your tender voice I no longer heard,

Your heavenly face in my mind was blurred.


Far away in my isolation and fears,

Long days dragged me into despair and tears,

There was no salvation; no peace on Earth,

For me, no life, no love, no mirth.


From the dark my soul awoke,

It was you. To me you spoke.

The same fleeting vision of light,

Of beauty beyond imagination or sight.


Enraptured, my heart trembled in awe,

And my spirit revived and it did soar

To a new Heaven where there was a Divine,

Where life and love and you became mine.

You can find a PDF with both Russian and English versions here.

For My Nanny (Nya-nye)


The poem is dedicated to his much-loved nanny, Arina Rodionovna Matveyeva.

According to Wikipedia: "Pushkin was entrusted to nursemaids and French tutors, and mostly spoke French until the age of ten. He became acquainted with the Russian language through communication with household serfs and his nanny, Arina Rodionovna, whom he loved dearly and was more attached to than to his own mother."

The poem was written in 1926 during the time Pushkin was exiled at his mother’s rural estate. It’s likely that being at the estate, which was his childhood home, brought back memories of the time spent with his nanny.

As with " К****" I have taken the liberty of producing a translation that, in my opinion at least, conveys the feelings Pushkin was conveying to his nanny better than the only other English version that I could find.


A Reading of the Poem

For My Nanny

In my harsh childhood of a life forlorn

Your loving care for me was warm.


For days on end in the forest so bleak

You’re left alone rife with concern

Your eyes alert - for me they seek

You wait in pain for my safe return.


By the window with your wool you sit

You look beyond the gates firmly closed

Your ageing hands can no longer knit

You see nothing but a long and empty road.


You fret with anguish at your plight

It’s me that makes you feel the pain so tight.


That’s how it was for you.


I Loved You

In this case, I have added the words in both Russian and a translation into English as subtitles to each pair of lines.

A Recitation of the Poem

I Loved You

I loved you; and perhaps I love you still,
The flame, perhaps, is not extinguished; yet
It burns so quietly within my soul,
No longer should you feel distressed by it.

Silently and hopelessly I loved you,
At times too jealous and at times too shy.
God grant you find another who will love you
As tenderly and truthfully as I.


(Translation by Babette Deutsch)


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